Linden would have been 1 month tomorrow. I miss her. It’s still so difficult adjusting to life no longer pregnant and not having a baby. There is this part of me that feels like I should be worrying about something or taking care something, it’s really like a part of me is missing. I just want to see her and I keep thinking she will come to me in my dreams, but I never remember my dreams. So now I just keep looking for signs. I know everytime there is a pink sky it’s her. Also, the other day I was driving to my hairdressers house (to get my purple hair) and their was a single pink baloon just floating over my lane of traffic. I knew that was her too. I know she is around… I just wish I always felt her or always saw it.
So tomorrow I turn 33, but my scary age is not so scary anymore and it really doesn’t feel like my birthday. I really don’t care about presents or any of that bs, but if you ever see a pink sky please take a picture and send it to me. Thanks!