1 month

Linden would have been 1 month tomorrow.  I miss her.  It’s still so difficult adjusting to life no longer pregnant and not having a baby.  There is this part of me that feels like I should be worrying about something or taking care something, it’s really like a part of me is missing.  I just want to see her and I keep thinking she will come to me in my dreams, but I never remember my dreams.  So now I just keep looking for signs.  I know everytime there is a pink sky it’s her.  Also, the other day I was driving to my hairdressers house (to get my purple hair) and their was a single pink baloon just floating over my lane of traffic.  I knew that was her too.  I know she is around… I just wish I always felt her or always saw it.

So tomorrow I turn 33, but my scary age is not so scary anymore and it really doesn’t feel like my birthday.  I really don’t care about presents or any of that bs, but if you ever see a pink sky please take a picture and send it to me.  Thanks!

my angel

my angel


6 thoughts on “1 month

  1. Hugs… I know she is with you. The sky is beautiful too and a great reminder of her presence. I know her life is not something you ever want to forget. I just read somewhere that drinking water right before bed and right when you wake up will help you remember your dreams. I’m not sure if it’ll work but it might. It’s worth a try right? Hugs and prayers. (PS: I love that you went for the purple hair).

    • Thank you so much. I will try that with the water. Honestly, I got into the habit of drinking my quota of water early in the day because I pee so much when I’m pregnant and I hated waking up multiple times a night. Thanks again. The I’ll post a hair pic soon!

  2. myhopejar says:

    She absolutely is with you. Both our babies are together in heaven, only a short step away from our hearts. Sending you a big hug hon!

  3. I just wanted to let you know.. that I saw a pink sky last night. I wish I could have taken a picture, but I didn’t have my phone with me… But I saw the pink sky, I smiled, and felt like I should tell you about it. You are thought of more than you know. Hugs.

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