I don’t know what to write about. I have been on this minute to minute emotional rollercoaster and I’m tired. It does not help that I have not been sleeping well and I have had the song “Baby Mine” from Dumbo stuck in my head for the past few days. It just makes me cry. Here’s the link so you can cry too if you like.
Some patients brought Linden presents yesterday. It was so sweet and I held it together for a bit but then had to sit and cry in the office for about 15 minutes. I’m grateful for my job but I am excited to be done and not have to fake excited or fake happy about pregnancy questions. It just doesn’t feel right to not tell people the truth, but who wants to really hear the truth anyway?
Then I think: Should I be spreading awareness of Trisomy 13? Am I doing a disservice to Linden?
Yoi. I am tired.
I have a doctors appointment tomorrow morning and will update about Linden after.