First, I must say I wasn’t sure we would make it to this point. We have all grown and developed since the Trisomy 13 diagnosis ten weeks ago and I am so happy we have. August and September are just blurs and 10 weeks feels like a lifetime, but with each passing day there is more hope for baby V’s future. There are two sides to every coin though and with my happiness of getting to meet our little girl is fear of her future. Fear of things I have no control over that keep me awake and crying every night like clockwork. I hate it. I keep trying to put things into perspective but every night it happens and then I apologize to her. She kicked me a couple of times too last night like “hey mom relax.”
Pray for this kid please. Her mom is a little crazy.
On a lighter note. I would like to thank all of my friends I have seen, spoken with or texted with this past week. Thanks for making me laugh and smile.